Saturday, December 29, 2007
i cherish life at its simplest. i crave it. when life circumstances move beyond that, i find myself in situations where i don’t know how to react, and what i should and should not react to. i realize things change, and i can’t dwell in simplicity, but coming to grips with complex situations can be a daunting task. i suppose the difficult aspect is balancing my feelings and actions with those of others. i’m selfish; there’s no getting around it. but, not in a malicious way. instead, in a way that protects me and gives me confidence. so now, i’ve come to this point, or almost to this point, where things need to change. the thing is, if they don’t, i’ll be okay but will i be happy? in the past, i would have just walked partially blind through life. but, i’m more aware of the whole picture lately and want to face every aspect of a situation as it comes into view, not as it’s forced upon me. so where am i left? really unclear mostly. even through all my psychobabble, day to day, i am good. i smile and laugh. but my future is very open, for the first time in a very long time, and that is exciting also. i just don’t want it to pass me by.
posted by Mar at 8:17 PM
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