maybe at some point, i won't have to hold things back. or maybe, always doing so shouldn't be seen as a negative thing. maybe what it is, is baring all means i lose some control and i become vulnerable. or, more vulnerable than presently. i'm good. i'm living day-to-day. i'm taking advantage of my freedom. i'm not passing up opportunities. i'm controlling what i can control and being okay with what i can't.
being single (soon) again has it's positives and negatives. but i am looking forward to meeting someone new. i've learned a lot about what i don't want, but sometimes it's harder to pinpoint what i do want. i don't know how soon i will want to involve myself in anything but all i do know, is that i won't limit myself; i'll just be open to what comes and take things as they are.
posted by Mar at 6:36 PM