i knew i wanted to post today, and i knew it also would be very difficult. difficult in the sense that i really don't know what to share, how much to share, and if anything really even needs to be said at all. my mind has been in overdrive the past few days, and not really specifically about anything. the thoughts are all there, i'm just not making progress. sometimes i really loathe the fact that i feel like i'm ill-prepared to have conversations. i guess it's just me throwing up words without really thinking through if it should even be brought up or not. i go through fits of feeling this way versus really feeling okay just saying what's on my mind. really, what's the worst that can happen?
i'm reading this new book, and two of the main ideas behind it are (very simply said).. live the moment and leave no regrets. i took these to heart. i think they're important. i never want to be that person who looks back on their life and wishes they'd taken more risks or that they had spent their time in more fulfulling ways. i don't want to regret what i did not do. so, that begs me to live in action, which i am becoming better at. and, so far, no regrets.
posted by Mar at 8:29 PM