i wrote a letter. actually, i wrote it last week or so. it's been sitting in my closet, gathering dust.
so, today's thoughts surround the idea that i can try to be completely emotionally self-sufficient. but, i don't want to be. it can't be healthy to be. i mean, i want to discuss things, i want to confide in others, and i want balance. beyond this idea, i need to be supported. i want to know that if i desire, i can call or email or show up and it's ok. i don't want to have to second-guess it.
i think the line between taking a stand and feeling regretful is extremely fine. and the problem is, i won't know if i've crossed it until it is too late. this feels like a rock and a hard place.
posted by Mar at 7:14 PM