i really do waste a lot of time when i don't have anyone around. for example, i probably spent 2 hours this morning decided what to keep and what to throw out of the pantry. i kept wondering if i would ever really eat some of the stuff i have, and finally decided no.
the weekend has been very up and down. one thing i am releaved about, is, i thought i would be very emotional over finally living alone and losing the housing partner i have had for 5 years but i was not. i am okay; i am actually good. there is this general feeling of being free, and i adore it. one thing i have learned from a friend of a friend, is, if you are single and are TRYING to meet someone, it can be an expensive feat, if you want it to be. i, on the other hand, am pretty okay not TRYING to find anything right now. it always seems to find me.
posted by Mar at 3:52 PM