i don't think i was ready to fall back into reality. sometimes i want to run away at the same time i wish time would hurry and clear things up. i'm in this place now that feels very unfamiliar. i am finding comfort in the unknown; it helps me not get ahead of myself. it keeps me on my toes.
i believe myself to be fairly emotionally stable and adaptive. but, even so, i sometimes question my judgement. it feels okay; i think it's just a double-check to keep myself in line - to make sure i'm not totally fucking up my future.
posted by Mar at 3:11 PM