if only i weren't so indecisive, today would have been so much simplier. in the end, i made the decision based on knowing i needed to be more patient, and not wanting to give up a lot of the things that make my life enjoyable now, just in order to move. i know i would not have been happy in a new place, if i did not have money to go be adventurous or go try a new restaurant or go take a short trip on a whim.
otherwise, the weekend was very busy and tiring; being back at work felt like relaxing in comparison. however, it was time well spent. i'm taking the initiative to relax my work days, so i have energy to do things out of work. i'm done with over-exerting myself at real, because, really, what is it for? what is the benefit to me? right now, i do not see one. i'm comfortable with where i am at, and i can still do a good job with a little less effort (and time) given.
so yeah. boring post, i know.
posted by Mar at 6:41 PM