i can't exactly pinpoint it, but i feel.. confused. it's a feeling of being pulled in a lot of directions at once, and yet, i can't turn towards anything and think, 'THAT... will clear things up for me... THAT.. will make it better".
i guess for all it's worth, at least trying to paper (type) what's going on helps. at the root of much of my alone-ness is STILL the loss of everyone i was close to prior to my divorce. i knew i'd be starting over relationship-wise, i didn't realize it would also be without much of a support center at all. *shrugs* well, it is what it is. all i can do is start over. again.
sometimes i think i type in circles. i know this happens because nothing is getting resolved. if i knew how to get there, i'd already be there.
posted by Mar at 10:53 AM