Monday, May 12, 2008
one of the major things i need to work on is asking for what i need/want. asking for help, for support, for guidance, for whatever. i suck at this, big time. i guess i value my independence a lot, and asking always feels like giving in. it makes me feel needy. who likes to feel needy? but, aside from that, the bigger issue is, how to get over this. i suppose diving right in might be a good start. take, for example, today. i can think of 10 things i could have asked for today that would have made a huge improvement in the course of my day. they were all little things; minute! but, did i say anything? hell no. why not? i don't know. because i was afraid or something.. and i did not want to appear NEEDY. i know i'll need help getting over this. but asking for help in order to learn to ask for help sounds retarded. please forgive the tone, i'm just trying to figure out what to do.
posted by Mar at 10:19 PM
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