i did it. i ate meat. and, not just meat... a cheeseburger! two actually.. with a strawberry milkshake. i savored it and enjoyed it to no end. i'm proud of myself for actually doing it. the craving is gone now.
i know people don't enjoy reading about relationships. hell, i don't like hearing about all the drama and shit that others sometimes want to dump. on the flipside, all the lovey stuff sometimes is too much for me also. so, i'll keep it brief. there's not much to say, other than, i am in a good place. never before have i found the blend of comfort, vulnerability, silliness, sexuality, and chemistry to be so strong. there is an existance on many levels, which speaks to both our abilities to be an individual first, and there for each other, second.
further, lately, my world has felt like two seperate entities. there's my 'me' time, which encompasses work, and family, and what i do alone. this feels very normal. it is every-day. then, there is the 'us' time. this is where i feel like i glow. it feels like another dimension.. it's the world revolving around me and him and i can tune out everything else as much or as little as i like. hopping between these two entities keeps life interesting for me, right now, with some other small flares thrown in.
Monday, June 16, 2008
posted by Mar at 10:17 AM
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