Friday, June 20, 2008
i find it incredibly difficult to build a social circle. sometimes, so much as it's not always worth it. i guess in the big scheme of things, when i try to balance my family, my significant other, my career, my free time, and my exercise, there isn't a lot of time left for building friendships. plus, when i prioritize, all those other things come first. so, it's really my own undoing and sometimes it's okay and sometimes it's not.

i had thought this summer would end up being kind of blah, but it's shaping up to be much the opposite. i'm taking a class to learn how to ride a motorcycle (with the intent of getting rid of my car), i'm taking nursing classes, i'm going on vacation, and i'm going to run a race (maybe two!). i'd like to find time to volunteer also, but it's unlikely i will actually do that. yet, despite all these plans, there's still a part of me that feels empty. maybe i'm not filling it with the right things. and if that's the case, i don't know what 'right' is yet.
posted by Mar at 10:58 AM |

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