Wednesday, July 9, 2008
one thing i can do is realize when something is getting out of hand. it's been a while since i've become involved with anything online that has really kept my attention. and now, it's swung too far the other way. this twitter/twinkle thing has got to stop. not stop completely but i just need to calm it down. it reminds me of why i don't like to chat with people online. it reminds me of all the things i hate about social networking in the cyber world. if that means i have to stop completely, then i do. it just shouldn't be such a big deal. why it even holds my attention, i don't know other than i'm a stimulus whore. it just means i need to find other things to occupy my time. like reading. like spending time outdoors. i see people on twinkle come and go. sometimes they're around, sometimes they're not. i should be that person. holding constant conversations with multiple people that i don't even know is so time consuming and really, for what. i've met a few people from twitter who seem nice, but is it really ever going to be anything like a long lasting friendship? probably not. it's just time i waste because i can. and now, i'm making it a priority to not waste my time that way. i don't have enough time to waste that it should be given so freely to something so trivial.

on another note, i'm feeling incredibly uncomfortable and uneasy today. it's almost overwhelming.
posted by Mar at 10:34 AM |

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