Tuesday, July 1, 2008
it feels like fear. actually, more than i tend to feel fear, i tend to have desires. i desire to run. along with the running comes some introverted-ness for a bit, and maybe some outlandishness. there's no rhyme or reason that these feelings wave over me; at least nothing in my consciousness. i'm not focused on work and i'm trying to stay focused on my homework but it's not working very well. my moodiness does bother me, but i feel good about letting it out here in my own confines, rather than bothering anyone with it. it'll pass; it always does. but until i get myself to that point (and only i should be able to), things suck. i don't do the whole balancing thing very well - i want to be comforted by others but is there really comfort in that? that isn't being self sufficient.
posted by Mar at 10:10 AM
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