i had been really okay using this as an outlet. it seemed a good way for me to work thorugh things on my own.
however, i am kind of sick and fucking tired of doing it. i'm tired of losing my support system and not getting anything in it's place. i'm tired of not wanting to burden anyone else with my 'issues' and keeping them to myself. i'm tired of feeling like there's no one to 'go home' to. this is me, slightly freaking out about it. and really, totally god damned needing change and not knowing how to create that.
the problem becomes, creating what i need does not come slowly or easily. and so, that leaves me here. in this place. i guess i get over it somehow. maybe i stop writing here, i don't know.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
posted by Mar at 11:49 AM
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